Dear Diary,
My partner is with her friend tonight. I have really bad jealousy, and I miss her like crazy. We talk on the phone every night, but I feel bad if I even text her tonight, because I want to talk to her, but she's busy. I'm always so worried that she'll leave me, because we have a pretty long and rough history. She is aware of my concerns, but there is little that she can do. I love her and miss her so much.