Today has been awful July 20, 2021

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Dear Diary,


Today I know for sure they aren't removing my brother.... Today the probability I have to go back to my abusers seems more likely. If I have to run again I will though.


   My parents lied their ways out of concequences to police and CPS. My brother is stuck there.... Idk what to do.


   He's everything and being horribly abused. You found the perfect victim one who can't talk. CPS seems to think they can work out the "small issue" as if it's nothing....


   I doubt anyone will see these but please... If you know someone who's being abused you need to speak out... I realize that more than ever as an abuse victim...


   We're too scared to speak out. On top of that my lover X's mom and X now know about my diagnosis bc of CPS. I have DID (disassociative identity disorder) also known as MPD (multiple personality disorder) the old name. 


  But I guess that's good in the long run... 


  My sweet brother, one day I'll end your suffering. We'll be out together I promise.


-A

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Teen_RunawayJul 20, 2021

@Appox my parents never killed him but they have abused him, CPS is fucking incompetent.

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appJul 20, 2021

She tried before during 7th-8th grade of school and nobody would listen, her own family ignored her, and everytime she ran away- the cops caught her and she got beat for it at home. She's stuck in a trap for another year, ill have an apartment for us by then because im a year older than her. Her suffering motivates me so much to try hard to get her out of there. Hopefully it all goes go plan.

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appJul 20, 2021

My girlfriend has been through that as well, her biological father killed her little brother as well. She was removed from her home and adopted by her grandparents. Problem is that they aren't much of parents at all. They treat and tell her that she's a burden, that they regret adopting her, and on top of that she's constantly hammered with both emotional and physical abuse. I'd tell someone if she'd let me but its her wish that i dont, not out of fear of her parents but because she only has a year left before she can move out and she doesn't wanna make her situation even harder by trying to reach out.

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