July 03, 2021

 

Dear Diary, this is the third day without you fangs... are you drinking enough water ? Did you eat something today? I hope u didn't slept with your hair wet u might get sick... 

I'm really struggling with not thinking of you and my dreams are not helping. What if I did wrong letting you go? Honestly... the way you treated me and how u pushed me away with those horrible words and actions should be enough to think this wasn't a mistake and I was right. But... fangs why did it hurts so much when I don't see you talking to me or worrying about me, are you even wondering why I let you go?

I thought u wanted to be friends for a long time or maybe even meeting each other but you didn't give a shit.. go ahead go with others .... dude all i wanted is for you to tell me to stay or that u even liked me a little bit.

Might be too late to say this but Andrew I did liked you a lot and I'm sure I would've given the entire world to you. But u wouldn't give me anything.... you would changed me in a split second... if we were real friends like my friends said. If he was your friend and cared he would've looked for you and ask for an explanation but he didn't. 

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"Guys like him makes guys like us not stand a chance with girls like you" thats what my guy friends said... 

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