Dear Diary, you know im not trying to be a deep passionite person beacuse the truth is i dont know how all the "deep" things i say to pl to cheer up and smile and say thank you to me the stuff i say doest make sense to me atleast i dont know how to be you know, what forget it all im saying is i feel like im fake "oh its takes your mind and body" well i dont know what it means its like im a fake doctor that is susposed to give you medince or describe you