Nat_Nation 's Dear Diary

Index
March 25, 2023
Dear Diary, why is it so hard to feel wanted? But not that type of wanted but the one that u want to care for people...
Mar 26
March 24, 2023
Dear Diary, my favorite memory of you . Was the first time we met. You told me how pretty I was... several time and with a big smile
Mar 24
March 22, 2023
Dear Diary, today we make a week of no contact. The pain is bad.. And I mean bad as In sometimes I remember how good it felt when I used to self harm.
Mar 23
March 19, 2023
Dear Diary, idk what is worse that I should be happy that I'm finally valuing myself or that I'm okay with the bare minimum. Sometimes I wish to get hurt just because I like the person more than I like myself
Mar 20
March 18, 2023
Dear Diary, I miss you and it's been only two days. Everyone is telling me I did right but doing the right things hurt.
Mar 19
March 17, 2023
Dear Diary, I finally had the courage to walk away. I still like him but I like me more  I'll forever miss you David
Mar 17
March 14, 2023
Dear Diary, it's been a long time since I wrote here. I read my old notes and I can tell I'm always suffering and normally it's about a man. How ironic when I have none.  Yes the andrew situation it's over. I actually got over him and no I don't
Mar 15
October 08, 2022
Dear Diary, I don't think there's another man in this earth I've wanted more in my life. I can't replace him, I can't even get over him and I've tried many ways. We don't talk anymore but when people ask about him I have nothing bad to say... I don't
Oct 09
September 28, 2022
Dear Diary, we broke up... maybe love isn't for me after all.
Sep 28
September 16, 2022
Dear Diary, it's been a while... I don't talk with the guy I was in love with and obsessed for the past 2 years... I don't live on the same country anymore . The only thing that remains the same is that I still wanna die. I still feel lonely even if
Sep 16
May 24, 2022
Dear Diary, I don't understand how I can like the same guy for more than two years when I clearly know that he doesn't want me he just likes the attention. I know that i deserve something way better than him besides of everyone telling me I know beca
May 24
May 10, 2022
Dear Diary, I'm moving to another country pretty soon I'm super anxious about it!! not because I can't handle changes but because I'm very attached to my mom I've always been close to her and she has taken care of me as I have taken care of her. I kn
May 10
February 27, 2022
Dear Diary, I'm really tired of everything i get anxiety attacks everytime my family tells me I'm not doing enough to leave this country to get a better life to be honest I try what I can.... for sure I would love to work in the US but I don't even k
Feb 27
November 20, 2021
Dear Diary,it didn't work as usual... I guess I'm not meant for love.
Nov 20
October 21, 2021
Dear Diary, I'm really in love with him
Oct 22