Nat_Nation 's Dear Diary

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May 11, 2021
Dear Andrew... why everytime we get really close you push me away ? You know a lot about me and I feel like I don't know about you. I know we could have fun together and we could care for each other but you dont want it... you know I'm not a fan of g
May 11
April 15, 2021
Dear Diary, I'm giving up on that guy... you wanna know something weird ? Is that the person who puts attention and effort to me has the same name that the one who just plays with me.  Hes really young too but... maybe I should choose someone who
Apr 15
February 21, 2021
Dear Diary, i wish everything could work for me in a better way... i dont wana feel like I dont deserve love.
Feb 21
February 20, 2021
Dear Diary, they guy that I liked just told me that he got a date today uploaded several photos with the new girl and I had to say to her that I was happy for him
Feb 21
February 10, 2021
Dear Diary, I just feel that I'm never gonna be loved anymore.
Feb 11
December 21, 2020
Dear Diary, i traveled to the US to stay a month with my brother... everything was going ok but some concerns have been showing up to me lately... I feel like everyone stares at me and make fun of me cause I dont dress like the other girls and I'm ju
Dec 22
November 24, 2020
Dear Diary, today... I'm giving up on love for real. It was a nice road full of pain. Now I resign this feeling so I won't feel pain no more.
Nov 24
November 22, 2020
Dear Diary, why bad people have everything... why karma stoped working ? We good people try so hard and put so much effort in everything.  But someone bad or someone with a lot of money can just take it away so fast. I know the world it's not fair...
Nov 22
November 21, 2020
Dear Diary, I really hate overthinking... I hate it so bad that I want to cry everytime my brain doesn't stop.  Please... give me some peace , I know my goals are big... but at this moment they are hard to achieve even if I try harder.  And you know
Nov 21
November 18, 2020
Dear Diary, everything is the same over and over again even if I try to make something different everything goes back to the same place... I try so hard to make internet friends like I used to do when I was younger but it seems that there a whole sex
Nov 19
November 13, 2020
Dear Diary,today I thought about ending my life again... there are too many factors that influence this thoughts,  I've tried my best to recover from depression because I hate being sad and caring about every single thing in my life. It was a good 6
Nov 13
November 03, 2020
Dear Diary, a friend that I met in an app a year ago made me feel super happy about meeting him from the distance he lives in Amsterdam and my heart felt so warm when he told I love you even friends needs to hear that some times. Be kind tell your fr
Nov 03
November 02, 2020
Dear Diary, today I will buy a notebook and start writing the things that u want for me little and big things. I hope I can accomplish them little by little.... because I'm tired of feeling sad
Nov 02
October 26, 2020
Dear Diary, why do i Keep being a good person caring for others and keep trying ? 10 years ago a guy whom I liked very much told me I should always be good because one day someone will realized that and would fall in love with me like he did.
Oct 26
October 24, 2020
Dear Diary,why people keep leaving?... I don't want to think I'm not enough but...if I was...why should they leave  then ?
Oct 24