Nat_Nation 's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, it's always someone thst brings up my bad feelings and I put myself down also.  Why.... why... Sometimes I wanna dy. Sometimes I wanna stop everything

Dear Diary, I don't understand why he keeps doing this to me. If he likes me why he just ignores me ? Why is he so cold he certainly doesn't care but when he's with me he's kinda different....

Dear Diary, I wish I could tell you I want you by my side even when u don't have anything to offer. I want you so bad and I don't even know why.

Dear Diary, I hate having anxious attachment it's really hard for me to no know how the other person is doing. Ofc I'm an adult but I just want to know about them... he's such a beutiful person.

Dear Diary,its been 3 weeks and more... I miss you but you probably don't even think about me anymore.

Dear Diary, why is it so hard to feel wanted? But not that type of wanted but the one that u want to care for people...

Dear Diary, my favorite memory of you . Was the first time we met. You told me how pretty I was... several time and with a big smile

Dear Diary, today we make a week of no contact. The pain is bad.. And I mean bad as In sometimes I remember how good it felt when I used to self harm.

Dear Diary, idk what is worse that I should be happy that I'm finally valuing myself or that I'm okay with the bare minimum. Sometimes I wish to get hurt just because I like the person more than I like myself

Dear Diary, I miss you and it's been only two days. Everyone is telling me I did right but doing the right things hurt.

Dear Diary, I finally had the courage to walk away. I still like him but I like me more  I'll forever miss you David

Dear Diary, it's been a long time since I wrote here. I read my old notes and I can tell I'm always suffering and normally it's about a man. How ironic when I have none.  Yes the andrew situation it's over. I actually got over him and no I don't

Dear Diary, I don't think there's another man in this earth I've wanted more in my life. I can't replace him, I can't even get over him and I've tried many ways. We don't talk anymore but when people ask about him I have nothing bad to say... I don't

Dear Diary, we broke up... maybe love isn't for me after all.

Dear Diary, it's been a while... I don't talk with the guy I was in love with and obsessed for the past 2 years... I don't live on the same country anymore . The only thing that remains the same is that I still wanna die. I still feel lonely even if