Aeigh's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Please help me, Lord.

Dear Diary, I think am in love but he is not yet ready for commitment.

Dear Diary, I am again feeling sad and standing again on my own solely.

Dear Diary, I feel so tired on everything.

Dear Diary, Starting to feel sad because of what happened. Its not easy to move forward because am really hurt and mad for him, not being man enough to stand and protect us from his self-entitled evil family.

Dear Diary, Am tired, I feel so sad.

Dear Diary, Feel so sad :'( Lord, please help me.

Dear Diary, Please let me love my self first and please help me to forget him. He even forgot or intentionally not to greet my daughter on her birthday. Chibai! Let his family suffers for separating my child to her father!

Dear Diary, Hoping for someone from God who will protect us and loving us unconditionally and free from destructors or manipulators.

Dear Diary, Today is my daughter's 17th birthday. Her first time to celebrate without her father.

Dear Diary, Hoping that I can feel my worth, value, and be loved.

Dear Diary, Lets start our year right! Moving forward. We will not become a victim of narcissistics again. No disrespectful, no drama. God will guide and protect us. We are no longer become slaves who need to move to other room to accommodate your

Dear Diary, I can now see how peaceful I am without a narcissist on my side. Moving forward! Happy Birthday Jesus! Merry Christmas.

Dear Diary, Feelind sad... I want to feel loved, respected, protected, and secured. I want to survive.

Dear Diary, Made sleep over with my female friend who comfort me. The pain still exists but hardly trying to move forward. Hoping for someone who will take care of me, protect me, and make me feel secure.

Dear Diary, it's always someone thst brings up my bad feelings and I put myself down also.  Why.... why... Sometimes I wanna dy. Sometimes I wanna stop everything

Dear Diary, I don't understand why he keeps doing this to me. If he likes me why he just ignores me ? Why is he so cold he certainly doesn't care but when he's with me he's kinda different....

Dear Diary, I wish I could tell you I want you by my side even when u don't have anything to offer. I want you so bad and I don't even know why.

Dear Diary, I hate having anxious attachment it's really hard for me to no know how the other person is doing. Ofc I'm an adult but I just want to know about them... he's such a beutiful person.

Dear Diary,its been 3 weeks and more... I miss you but you probably don't even think about me anymore.

Dear Diary, why is it so hard to feel wanted? But not that type of wanted but the one that u want to care for people...

Dear Diary, my favorite memory of you . Was the first time we met. You told me how pretty I was... several time and with a big smile

Dear Diary, today we make a week of no contact. The pain is bad.. And I mean bad as In sometimes I remember how good it felt when I used to self harm.

Dear Diary, idk what is worse that I should be happy that I'm finally valuing myself or that I'm okay with the bare minimum. Sometimes I wish to get hurt just because I like the person more than I like myself

Dear Diary, I miss you and it's been only two days. Everyone is telling me I did right but doing the right things hurt.

Dear Diary, I finally had the courage to walk away. I still like him but I like me more  I'll forever miss you David

Dear Diary, it's been a long time since I wrote here. I read my old notes and I can tell I'm always suffering and normally it's about a man. How ironic when I have none.  Yes the andrew situation it's over. I actually got over him and no I don't

Dear Diary, I don't think there's another man in this earth I've wanted more in my life. I can't replace him, I can't even get over him and I've tried many ways. We don't talk anymore but when people ask about him I have nothing bad to say... I don't

Dear Diary, we broke up... maybe love isn't for me after all.

Dear Diary, it's been a while... I don't talk with the guy I was in love with and obsessed for the past 2 years... I don't live on the same country anymore . The only thing that remains the same is that I still wanna die. I still feel lonely even if