April 24, 2021
I feel like if I don't want hard enough, I won't have anything to live for.
But if I'd started wanting, I'd be constantly bothered.
So should I stay sad and contented?
Or driven and frustrated?
😭
I know this is another episode of depression. I need to plan my moves carefully over the next few months or risk losing what I just built up this year. Things have been so great. I'm not prepared to lose myself again in this process.
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