Dear my love,
Yesterday I told you that I wanted to end our relationship because I cannot bear the pain anymore. I wrote a very long message to you and I never expect you to write me back in a long message too, surprisingly. I don't know why it is really hard for me to believe someone. I think I have trust issues because I can't believe 100% of what you said about me. You said that you loves me so much. I know I shouldn't doubt you. It's not that I doubt you. It's just that I can't believe that there will be a person who will love me that much. Then, stuff happened and I decided not to end our relationship. I know that I really love you. That's why I cannot leave you. I told you to give me time but only one day passed, I already miss you a lot. I tried to text you because I was worried about you. But, I saw you were online in vrchat, so I think you are quite fine. Then I unsent the message. I think one day you will be fine without me. Therefore, I shouldn't worry about you that much anymore. I don't know why I cannot stop worrying about you. Do you know why?