Dear Diary,
A few days ago I read this quote - `Life is brief and the world is unpredictable`
I look at my life, and i keep telling myself, that this is the good time of my life, am i prepared for the bad time ? Because it will eventually come. I have no doubt about it. How can i be skipped from the nature of the life. I think we all keep thinking that the worst would never happen with us and we live a big part of our life with ignorance. But soon or later, it comes, the bad time. Everyone i know are going through things, things i think they never expected, would happen with them. Its only matter of time...
Rahul Jiju had one of the best business, but recent things, with his partner and business losses, changed everything, they were at a situation where they were thinking of fleeing.
I worry aout pooja maasi, siya... They are really good people, rahul jiju's dad, rahul jiju.. i really liked them. I never imagined something like this would happen.
Santi maasi, Pushpa maasi, have had their share of pain.
Manoj Bhai, Girdhari mal ji have their own story.
Sanju Bhai, Panna lal ji, a different story.
I dont know what manju masi, sundar maasi look forward to in life...
Mahendra mama, i see him working late in night till 1, working in cold, doing that labour in this age, i cant do even now for an hour... and to earn what...
Bade mama, he has another story, richness only spoiled his relations, i dont know if he'd receive the love or care when he gets older...
Nani is at this stage, she is forgetting everything, she asks same thing 10 times and still it doesn't get into her brain sometimes...
Nana - I see him suffer the entire night, he keeps saying He Ram, the whole night, he can't breathe, keeps the inhaler in his hands whole night... He cannot walk one meter. Every footstep is suffering.
That's most of the people in my family, rest are directly affected by them.
I think that's life, its true, it takes everyone in different traps. But it does soon or later for sure. It has many ways, which way we'll go, we dont know, but we'll have it.
We keep thinking about living with positivity and just enjoying and having fun etc... I See a lot of successful people (People achieving things, scientists, rich people, Ambani, musk, bezos, i wonder if they have skipped all these)
I am not saying that we should always think about this and worry about it, but i think its important that we are mentally prepared. To accept life as it may surprise us sometimes.
We cannot live with ignorance...
Dad.
I dont think about dad much these days, earlier I used to believe that he is there watching me all the time, now I am not sure if he is... I think he is...
I am not yet making any progress on the map project or the blog...I have to...
I miss traveling, mountains, I don't think I'll be able to go travel more this year.
Goodnight...