Dear Diary,
I have two personality. One following society and be a perfect girl as society is pushing me to do.behaving as everything is nice and good. Sarisfying my parents and relatives, helping others and looking perfect and needing nobody and nothing. The second one, is where i wanna talk. Say things i refuse to tell because i dont want to heavy people with my own shits. Everyone is already very busy with their own situations. Plus, i feel like i need to only keep the first personality in front of people. Perfect, strong, without problems. Its all apparence... So here i am. This space is to partialy Sarisfying my second personality. Here ill tell i have in mind while keeping a nice look. I notice i cant help people well if i talk about my shits. And i cant neither help them when im in pain myself. Another reason to free my burden here so i can improve my performance in front of everyone. Meanwhile i wonder, if its like that, that should be. A prostitute. Someone that work to be someone else to do good for everyone... Until people are well and happy, its ok like that... I accept it. Im willing to exchange myself for them.
(prostitution is not only related to sex and porno. It can also means to be someone else you arent)