October 22, 2020

Dear Diary,

I woke up so hungover. Why do I do this to myself?!
I also had a dream where I told Ryan about the abortion. He cried and cried, which of course made me cry. It wasn't a pleasant dream.
I have bruises on my arms this morning. From what exactly, I don't know. Looks like he grabbed my arms pretty hard.
I'm going back to bed. I already hate today