October 10, 2020 Part 4

 

Dear Diary,


Tonight was or is a bad idea.
What was I thinking
Shrooms and vodka don’t mix
I’m going to lying in the tent. I crawled in here. If I didn’t, I was going to fall off the Earth. Seriously the scariest thing ever. I have all the blankets on me so I don’t fall.
Sex is all that is on sandys mind. I’m not going top because I will fall. It ain’t happening, he can have top
When I sit up I hit my heading the ground
It feels like my head weighs 100 pounds. I feel like a baby with no head control yet.
Dear god let this pass
I think coke is all I want to do, this is crazy shit
Although being outside and looking up at the stars as I was falling into the sky was surreal. Then it got a little too real.

Lesson learned I hope

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