Dear Diary,
The nap was amazing! Although I woke up to the smell of smoke and a bunch of people making a shit ton of noise.
I walk out of the tent and all of Sandy's "friends" are here. I think the oldest is 21. It is fitting for him, I guess. I shouldn't knock it too much, all of the people in my life that I consider friends are way older than me.
Sounds like vodka and shrooms are on the menu tonight. I don't know if I have had that combination together. Sandy said he would watch out for me, haha right!
I can't believe they started a fire this early in the afternoon, like why?! We have forever to set one up before it gets dark.
I am getting bored here to be honest. I mentioned to Sandy we should go somewhere else and he agreed so hopefully tomorrow we go somewhere else.
I can't stop thinking of Kemper. He is probably pissed I left. All I did was leave a note on the counter with his necklace he gave me. At least I left a note. It is still a crummy way to do things. I will consider it a lesson learned, those things should be done face to face, not with a note. Although, if I couldn't have done it with a note, I doubt I would have done it at all. I would still be there. Safe, clean, being taken care of, cleaning up my act, yet able to be me at the same time and work my shit out. I feel I am repeating myself, so I will quit. I messed up and I know it. I have had too many learning experiences these past few days. I would prefer they are spaced out a bit more. haha
I had a crazy dream while I was napping. Halloween must be on my mind because I was asleep in my parent's yard. Yeah know, because everyone falls asleep in the grass and takes a nap in late October outside in the yard. (Ugh, that sentence wording sucked and I don't feel like fixing it) I woke up and seen there was towels on the line, so I am taking them all off. Then out of the corner of my eye I see Michael Myers in the trees just staring at me. I waved and he waved back. He seemed really nice but didn't come over. Haha
It was a dumb dream lol
Well, here's to shovels tonight!