Me corte hoy. 10:15 pm el mulso, hombro, y cadera izquierda. No sabe exactamente por que, pero lo hice. Creo que soy adicto. Quiero sentir la sensacion una vez mas. Soy enferma.
I wonder why humans were created. My wording of that makes me wonder if I believe humans were meant to do something. This is a realization. Humans werent made to do anything. We just evolved. Theres no higher goal were supposed to achieve, no quest. Our "purpose" is just a hope, an idea constructed by society so that people feel like theyre living for something. That their lives arent meaningless. Humans arent meant for anything. Were just here. I have no greater purpose in life as a human, noone does. In my opinion, living to further the development of the human race is not a desirable goal. Humans are kind of shit. We start wars, oppress each other, destroy our planet and harm everything. Were just a parasite, with the will to live. Earth dies? move to mars, and the cycle begins anew. Theres no reason for me to stick around because theres no greater thing for me to do. Im not going to amount to anything in the long run.
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