Ive been thinking of cutting recently and I dont know why. It just feels like something I should try again, without knowing the reason. I think that deep down in my brain, there is definitely something wrong with me, and Im in denial which is why I cant realize it. Its almost like I want to feel the pain I felt before again. Im not sure what to do. Honestly, Im probably going to do it again. Sorry.
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I feel like I dont even know myself anymore. If someone were to ask, I dont think Id be able to tell them my actual interests and preferences, Id just make up something that seems accurate. Its like Im living a lie, but I dont even know what part is the lie and what part is real. I really do have the INTP acting habit.
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