Content warning: sexual themes.
Today went a lot better than I thought it would and I'm really happy with how it turned out.
Today is Thanksgiving and Da had been wanting me to go to his family's dinner to meet them. That clearly wasn't going to happen since I started feeling sicker (per my last entry). So we settled for only going to our respective family's dinner and then Da came over to spend time with me afterward. 💕
I fell asleep while he was on his way and he and J came in the house and woke me up.
I sat with Da for a little bit while everyone else was outside. I ended up folding some laundry while talking to him. After laundry was done, I decided that I really wanted to cuddle, even if we had to lie on the floor.
(I have a bunk bed in my room and J occupies the bottom bunk. My grandma doesn't want us using his bed, even just for cuddling, because... Well she's weird.)
So I made a spot on the floor of my room to cuddle and we did. I kept the light on because I didn't want my grandma getting mad, but my dad came by room and said that we could turn the light off if we are going to nap. Napping wasn't really in the plans but Da did doze off a little.
But now we had the perfect cover. My parents were watching J and telling him to stay in the living room.
I got a condom from my stash and gave it to Da. He pulled his pants down and let his dick come through his underwear and put it on. I took my leggings off and moved my thong to the side and sat on his dick. After I got it in, my first thought, which I spoke, was, "finally."
It felt amazing to finally have him inside of me again. I felt whole.
I hated that I had to keep looking over my shoulder and listen for footsteps.
At first I had to shush Da as he moaned a little, but he managed to stay pretty quiet the whole time, not that it lasted long.
We were pretty worried about getting caught, especially since one of the people who could catch us is 5 years old. It was risky as hell but so worth it considering we didn't get caught. There's no way we could pull that off again.
It lasted for about 3-5 minutes. Just long enough for Da to cum. I take longer and I tend to make a mess when I do cum so I just enjoyed the moments with his dick inside me.
The cuddles afterwards were amazing. I could still feel essentially the ghost of his dick inside me, making me feel whole while cuddling, fully clothed.
We didn't get caught and we got to be intimate in the best way.
I can't wait until we can have sex again without being sneaky.
I can't wait to be in his arms and cuddling him again. I miss how tightly he holds me. I miss gently patting or rubbing my fingers on his back. I miss feeling his grip on me slightly loosen as he starts to snore. I miss feeling him twitch in his sleep.
God, I love him. I wish I could spend more time with him, naked and otherwise.
At least an hour before we had sex, I asked Da about his favorite color. I already knew it was blue, but what kind of blue was his favorite. Did he prefer darker or lighter blue? Royal or sky blue?
He said his favorite blue is teal.
I thought that was really interesting. His eyes are mainly blue but they've got this kind of green ring around the irises. So his favorite color is kinda like his eyes. I love his eyes.
Anyway, I asked him about the specific blue he likes because I was trying to associate his favorite color with his aura. I thought his favorite shade of blue might be slightly more on the darker side due to the things I've seen him wear/own, but he gave me lighter blue vibes, and I was right. Teal is more of a lighter and brighter color. It fits him.
I got out my nail polish to show him the colors I liked and also to get a visual of what his favorites would be between the two light blue colors I had. The colors were Blue Me Away and Jade Jump and he preferred Jade Jump. That color is a little more green than the teal that he really likes, but he liked that color, too.
(I had to shake the bottles before showing him because I haven't used them in a couple years lol.)
I love him. He is a bright color in my field of vision and my eyes are drawn to it. Loading...