Dear Diary,
I woke up at around 12:30 am, as I heard my husband came home. He came from a "drinking" session with friends. If I will count the whole week most of his time in the basketball or his mobile game. I felt I'm being left behind and taken for granted. I feel jealous as I experienced from him cheated with the use of social media. That is why he is using my other email for his present social media now because I told him to deactivate his account. I felt that every time he will be outside without me, I feel that he will flirt with other girls. Before, he will tell me to come and join him but now, once he only feels like. I don't like this feeling. They say that "trust your guts" but I also feel that I am wrong. Sometimes, I don't understand my self. Am I feeling jealous without basis? I have the access to his social media account, and all his friend requests are for girls 🤔. Those girls - I don't know them at all **sigh. So, what should be my reaction? Of course, if I will confront him he will say "what am I saying?" I'm getting crazy here. I want to shout. I want to cry. I want to go and left him. But all of it I cannot do it. Arrgghh!
In despair,
SheCanTell
P.s
He is sleeping soundly and nicely right now! **insert 😑**