Dear Diary,

HUGS HAVE THE HEALING POWER 🤗🤗

Hi,

Diary I missed the pyscheratist's appointment today as I woke up late or I should say I was feeling lazy to get off from the bed, I wanted to sleep more. Morning sleep is the best thing in world.

I woke up and saw his message on fb messanger, maybe in the morning when he would have woke up then he would have realised that I have blocked him. So, he texted "Are you ok?" on fb.

I read it from notification but I haven't opened the message or replied to him , I can't block him on fb and as far I know him he won't call or text me until I do coz he knows its difficult for me to stay there and he always says why can't we talk but I want to break all the strings, although I so want to talk to him always you know.

The happy hour of the day - there wasn't any happy hour of the day, I tried to create one, I setup the music on speaker and drank 3 drinks but I didn't get tipsy today which I wanted to I was just feeling little drowsy but I didn't slept. In the first place I didn't wanted to drink but I have to finish the bottle somehow 😂 but yaar "no nashe" Today. I thought to create some mahool but it's okay.

Later I watched the whole season of Comicstaan 3 today and I don't know I didn't liked the season 3 that much, I like season 2.

After watching that again there was blank time and I wasn't feeling good, I wanted to talk to him but I controlled the urge.

I came across the meaning of A P Dhillon song today that one "Insane" and I liked the song after reading the subtitles. I came across one more song by Ali Zafar "Sajanyia" I liked that too.

"Sajni pas bulao na by Atif Aslam " is also my favourite but today I got to know it was some band names " Jal" Pakistani band of which Atif Aslam was the part and this song is sung by Farhan Saeed, that " tere pas yaadon ka mela rahega, tu logo me reh kar akela rahega" wala guy and the actor and the singer, actually I like Atif Aslam from Idk how many years back, "kuch is tarah" damn, its evergreen favourite of mine.

Right now some random guy, the one from many people who followed me when my ig account went public for some minutes, actually he was the only one who texted first that day and coz of his message only I got to know that my account has been switched as public account , so I removed evryone but didn't removed him, he is good looking. So, he always keep sharing 1-2 beautiful posts ofcourse cute but little flattering type in DM so today I thought to say hello, so having a little chit chat with him, definitely bas mann laga rehna chahiye.

That's all for today.

And yes I have only tomorrow for eating all the junk food and sugar coz from Monday I am off sugar and on diet I mean not any crash diet it's just about being calorie concious and eating healthy and working out.

Goodnight

Bigggggg Huuuggggggsssssss 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

Najeeb's Dear Diary