Painful peace 's Dear Diary

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Friendshit
I've always been asking myself, "When did everything start going wrong?" She didn't even greet me, my classmates changed, her eyes implied hatred and disdain as if she'd won the game, and I don't know what she told them. I had few friends, and she s
Aug 01
wish me hell
Some folks say,  You know what they say, 'ignorance is bliss' ! I totally agree!  But I'd much rather know everything and suffer for it, if that's what it takes!
Aug 01
August 01, 2024
Dear Diary, It's not that I don't have feelings or that I don't care about others. it's just that I'm not needed. I'm not useful to others. to them, I'm the last choice or maybe not in their choice. therefore, I decided not to care about others
Aug 01
August 01, 2024
Dear Diary, Is there anyone I can call a 'friend' ? I'm not okay.  When I saw they were hiding something, I tried to accept it. I thought, maybe it's time. In my life, everything will always go through the same phase.  At first, we migh
Aug 01
December 25, 2020
Dear Diary, First of all, Merry Christmas and Advance Happy New Year. But, I think this is the worst Christmas ever.  My partner and I went to a house party where most of his basketball friends are there. Then suddenly they open up this stra
Dec 25
November 27, 2020
Dear Diary, I woke up at around 12:30 am, as I heard my husband came home. He came from a "drinking" session with friends. If I will count the whole week most of his time in the basketball or his mobile game. I felt I'm being left behind and tak
Nov 26