Dear Diary,
Status?
Physically uncomfortable
It's still a little hard to hold down food, but Im getting better each time I try. I can always handle a watermelon mojito smoothie from café if it starts feeling like my body is rejecting it. I have gatorade, ensure, and all recommended vitamins.
I never meant to have an eating disorder, its just been too long since I had access to good, healthy, real food, but I managed to survive on cheap processed garbage, empty calories with no nutrients for a pretty long time. Trust me Im a doctor and Im fucking impressed.