Dear Diary,
Shhhhh
Sgt noe
I cant let you go right now
I cant move on
I remember the day I caught you singing a love song...
You got so shy and red
And all i think is damn
Why is this so hot
IS THIS A REALITY WHERE I KNOW
I can see him smile again somehow
He doesnt really have to notice me or anything
Just im in a psychward im happy somehow becuase oops somehow I swear I saw my favorite ghost
And I keep saying his name ad loud as I want and no one really cares im just crazy right?
Crazy cuz i never got to say it clearly
We speak the same language even though I know he's not really here
Instead of being a real goodbye
Hmmm
Hit me with your best shot
15 shots
More drugs
Song 52 shut the fuck up about sgt noe?
I cant these veterans keep asking about him
Even though my thought is so fucking sore
I just somehow got ahold of this book
Its too fucking cute and girly I want to puke
I cant stop reading
Cuz i remember you telling me about this book
And its called princess bride
Is it finally really safe to admit that
Why do I love this book?
Cuz I can finally say it
You are too hot to handle with care
Cease fire?
This is just a book right???
Well see know I have a lot of books
That somehow prove we both existed at the same time just in the wrong reality
Why???
Cuz you are dangerously hot and so irreplaceable even after all these years.
You were right books are better
Is it really safe for me to finally say your name and admit you were real? How did I get so lucky with all these fucking books?
Can I really say your name and my perfect wish at the same time?
Fuck it,
Who's ready to peak at these books with me?
I mean, I just met four people with your last name. I met the first 2 years ago in a psychward
Then again I smiled and said your name
2 years later im in a psychward again because I met 3 people with your last name at once this time
Is it safe to share my memories of you?
I'm just here laughing because I met four noes
Even though I can't deny the family resemblance
The closest one that winked at me on accident...who is married btw, didnt mean anything trying to be nice....
I'm asking for his name cuz why is he imitating my captain America? I feel so bad because because if he catches this look
He either sees me laugh or cry cuz he is not a veteran but he dresses up like you so well. You share a last name,
But I'm like this is funny, I laugh because he dresses like you so well
But damn he keeps reminding me how much I miss sgt noe....I met 4 noes
But none of them were sgt
Oh yeah I remember you so well, its like I can ask...do any of you know my sgt???
Then they hear is it me?
And im like fuck this so mean
Sorry but all 4 had your name
But I know none of them were sgt
Why?
Even after all these years I remember him so vividly
I could have sworn I heard him whisper princess
I dont know if he means it or was just trying to be nice
But just once I kissed his cheek when he said SORRY ILL BE OUT ON PATROL UM
CHECK OUT THIS COOL DOG
HAHAHA YEAH BOMB SNIFFING DOG
YOU LET ME PET YOUR BOMB SNIFFING DOG
ITS SO CUTE HOW NICE YOU ARE
BUT I HAVENT LEARNED HOW TO DISABLE A BOMB YET????
BASICALLY I JUST WANT TO SAY HI MR TOO HOT TO HANDLE
MAKE IT BACK ALIVE OK?
MEET ME BACK IN THE MAILROOM?
DID I REALLY KISS YOUR CHEEK BEFORE YOU LEFT?
I REMEMBER YOU REACTING TOO DAMN CUTE TO IT, IT WAS JUST A KISS I GOT TO SNEAK IN BECUASE I heard you say princess
I dont know what you mean we are in the middle of a war
Kiss for good luck
You better dodge a fucking bomb again and come say hi
You think we maybe heard eachother right?? But no way its too cute
All I remember is I saw you switch from super confident for bashful
You slowly back away while you touch your cheek your face is so red
You blurt did that just happen
My answer was I don't know,
Did I just get away with that?
Do I really get to see this part of you?
Did I really just have a moment where those asshole gunnys still can't figure out who you are cuz they think they outrank you, but no matter what they try to tell me they can take you away, my response is I'll die before I tell you his name
But you finally checked on me in the mailroom when no one was paying attention so I went for it
So you tell me
Did I really sneak a kiss without getting caught?