Dear Diary, I'm a 26 year old guy and I live in Germany.
This diary will mostly be about love, which is probably pretty typical. What might not be typical ist that I've never had a relationship and never had sex. And believe me I wanted these things pretty much since I was a teenager.
Sadly I've been a very quiet person all my life. I even (probably) had social phobia. So my wish never came true. Nobody was ever actually interested in me and I struggle with that a lot. A lot.
Currently there are two girls I am interested in.
1. We will call her Knight, because her favorite Game is Hollow Knight.
2. Her name will be Belle, because that is her favorite Disney character.
(3) There is also someone I was in love with in school and I feel is very important for my whole life. I'll probably talk about her at some point. So she will be Keira, because she always reminded me of Keira Knightley.
None of these girls ever saw me as more than a friend. I've only confessed to Knight and she rejected me. We are still friends now. But I will write more about that another time.
Currently I'm a master student studying something artsy in the humanities. I don't do too much for Uni right now though. Online courses really killed my motivation.
I am interested in a lot of nerdy subjects. Videogames, Anime, Books, Comics, Movies etc.
I still live at home with my mom and I have a small job in university.
So yeah I want this diary to be public, because I want to share my experiences. Maybe I will write about sexual stuff too so be warned about that.
A nice day to whoever reads this.