July 29, 2020

 

Dear Diary,

I m in prison. 


When I was child, my mom taught me about my religion. I had to follow the rules. One of it was wearing hijab. I followed it without protest because I don't understand why I had to... What I understood back than... That my mom ordered. 


Time pass... 

now I understand.

When woman are wearing hijab, They have big responsible to themselves more than woman who aren't  wearing it (in my religion perspective)


Let me tell you. 

I want to take off my hijab. 

I REALLY WANT TO TAKE IT OFF SO BAD....


I can't be like what I want...

I m not enjoy to express myself

Everyone watch my steps by looking at my hijab...

I can't do whatever I want

I can't watch whatever I want


My life is in her hand 

What I have to do

What I have to wear

I m totally in her prison


This is hurt me so bad... Make me can't breath freely... 

I m her doll

Who always make a mistake

Who always hurt her

But she never let me go.. 


Pain ... Suffering in this fucking prison



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