July 14, 2020

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Darling ghost, kiznaiver: where the characters share pain, both within and without. The girl with a bad personality suffers from pain of loss. The pain she feels is so melancholic and it seems to her that her friend have cursed her to eternally remember her. The memories are stained with pain and she does not remember the best parts. But when she finally reads the message sent to her, she is liberated. But what I want to talk about is not how her pain was subdued. I want to talk about how when her deceased friend tried to become more than friends. The reason why she neglected it was not because she was not gay. The reason was how it would hurt her more if her friend was a lover instead of a friend. I love how her thoughts were not confined by sexual orientation, because that's how love actually works. Without bounds and limit.



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Leaena
Jul 13, 2020 · 45 views

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LeaenaJul 14, 2020

I want you to know that i am happ. My parents are jewel. My siblings are pearl. My friends are gold. My country is peace. I lack nothing. It's just my irredeemable soul that cannot run away from dark and beautifully sad feelings. I feel too much and complicate too many things. Therefore, what i am writing is about the storm within. Thank you for reading my ungrateful ramblings.

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(My Thoughts)Jul 14, 2020

I want to cry, but in doing so I will come completely undone. So I'm just going to be empty and say hello

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Kung Fu Panda 🤠Jul 14, 2020

I cannot share your pain. But Your writing is so moving... 🤗🤗

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LeaenaJul 13, 2020

I really should be happy

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LeaenaJul 13, 2020

I have felt nothing excrutiating. I should happy, but i am sometime not. So, i am here to abandon my darkness too. I think it's okay to suffer a bit to know life.

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ScarJul 13, 2020

Ive drowned before. In water. Hate that feeling.

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LeaenaJul 13, 2020

Heavy and suffocating like a smoke in my lungs.

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ScarJul 13, 2020

What does guilt feel like?

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LeaenaJul 13, 2020

To my ghost who will hide all my cringe worthy thoughts. Where nobody have any idea who i am and neither do i.

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ScarJul 13, 2020

Who are you writing to?

"We write to taste life twice, in the moment and in retrospect."

— Anaïs Nin