July 10, E:2
Hi Krishna! So, I didn't study today also. I was just consumed in anime. I know my exam is coming. You have given me a chance twice. Still I'm just wasting it. Keeping myself consumed in anime from that channel. I'm not even opening my books. I won't stand a chance this way.
And Then I also miss her, or probably not. Saying that I miss her is Just a cover of myself to pretend that I am not able to study, when, I can actually study. There's no point in blaming her. She would be studying hardly. Plus she also have an advantage. Even I have one, but it's waste until I put it to use.
Also, I'm lacking in dreams these days. What could be the reason. I want more of those, even nightmares are fine, until it's something exemplary. I just don't get it, why Don't I get those cherished dreams again. Yeah, I know I have told many people about them, but that isn't a reason for which my dreams would stop.
Will I be able to achieve what I wish for? probably not if I continue this way. That needs a hell lot of hardwork, and I am just sitting here daily, passing my time with animes. Will tomorrow be any different from today? Who knows.
Goodbye, Over n' Out.
Yours
H
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