July 10, 2020 The Beginning


Dear Diary,

It's been a long time. I don't remember when the last time I wrote my story in here. Well at that time I wasnt alone.

I come to this pain again. Feel useless and lonely. My relationship with my parents are already bad. Now also with my boyfriend. Should I break up with him? But I still need him. 

We had hurt each other last month because my depression toward my parents and my job. But now... For me it's already alright. 

Until he told me that he also stressed with his problems, parents and job. In this position I try to help him. Although he want me to leave him alone. And yeah... I leave him alone in the end. 

I feel lonely 

My friends are too busy to ask for hanging out with me. 

I need new friends, who can give her/him little time to listen my story. But I don't know how to get one 

And I come to use this app 

Coz I don't know who and how I can share my story. 

My English bad n I don't really care. So... I think this is the beginning of my story.