July 03, 2020

 

My heart hurts. I feel so physically lonely. I crave a loving touch. My love language is physical touch. My love tank has been running on empty.

I can get hugs from my parents and cuddles from my nephew, but it just isn't enough. 

I need to be held. I need someone to hold me close to them for hours. I need that closeness and intimacy so badly. I'm crying.

I have a few suitors but I can't even go on a date with them because they might carry covid19 and I might bring it home to my family. 

I think I'm actually going through dopamine or whatever withdrawals from the lack of closeness to another human being. 

Why does this hurt so much? Why do I need another person next to me? 
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