June 06, 2020
Dear Diary,he didnt seem to even realize how I would feel to him yesterday. He acted like nothing had happened and when he tryed to say your cute with a video I told him I was still mad and he even asked me if I was mad. I was mad all day and hurt to where I couldn't even listen to music without thinking of him. I'm still mad and dont plan on forgiving him for a little but
I dont know
He has always been so nice and strong and stood up for himself but then one person has him see what he hadent and he wants to push me away,then say no I want you in my life again? It makes me so mad that one person tells him somthing and all of a sudden he becomes
Well
weak
He got hurt and I'm the one who gets punished by having to lose him.
It's not fair so I told him he was a bit of a jerk about it and he keeps saying sorry about it. It's like saying sorry to a broken cup for dropping it. It wont go back to the same way it was nomater how much you apologize. I'm dumb and stupid and an idiot for wanting to forgive him but hes the only friend I e ever truly had and I'm scared to lose him. I'm scared he'll leave me once he has no more use for me.
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