April 28, 2020

Dear Diary,

To my future husband, if I ever have one, please don't leave me alone in the dark to fight the demons who have kept me awake for my whole life. My heart has been broken for a while. I hope you are proud to love me, pamper me, understand me, help me, be honest with me, be romantic with me, take a stand for me when needed. I hope you don't ever say that I deserve better instead of becoming better. I hope I can share my love with you and show you how much I care. People say good things take time, be patient. But honestly, I can't wait to meet you.