Dear Diary,
Just finding you here is life changing in itself.. Will spare my family and close friends of my ascension woes for a bit and regroup.. For people reading this should know that I've been on an astral trip of self discovery so to speak.. unraveling the real truth of our planet and our real history.. I've been on it full time now investigatively for a hard 10 years. I've always not been of this system and now I know why.. has been painful, scarey, lonely but mostly the best movie I've ever seen.. I'll never watch cable again.. it's dieing anyhow thank god. It's been a long process of discernment to separate the guessers from the knowers.. Innate truth holds a certain resonance in your heart that can go no deeper for it is there.. can't unknow it cause it's made a physical manifestation in your reality and state of being.. Innate truth rings.. you feel the security and unconditional love in innate truth at that place where oneness resides.. I listen now to a political figure.. really for the first time in my life have I ever had faith in democracy.. the word itself looks mockingly demonic.. so shall I say my faith lies in gods government which Trump is leading us into.. the fools around him can't even see what he's doing.. I love him.. keeping the faith.. He is the "Trumpet" in Revelations and were being revealed biblical events by the hour now. Hes saving thousands of children right now from the cabal torture network.. my heart can barely do these exercises at times.. He works with the Plaidians.. the angels who seeded us before the false matrix. He knows everything I know and surely much more.. he is a master no doubt.. and God has one hell of a sence of humor.. I mean I'm a smoking cussing angel.. so.. not taken lightly anymore.. my Adam/Eve Cadman Light Body 11 may be rejecting some upgrades because of my abuse towards self.. and others since it effects more than just me.. and "trying" is not in the universal dictionary.. you either shit or get off the pot..
The Universe is divided in two.. you are either a server of self or a server of others.. only you can see who you truly are.. and your heavenly family and maybe others who have reached certain depth of understanding.. but you must look into your heart.. clean it.. fix things, set things strait, return stuff if you must and throw the rest out.. if your crystal palace is sparkly and streamlined it can collect the quantum light being beamed down on us NOW for the great awakening.. to our truth.. the same truth I've been uncovering.. it's amazing shit... wow..
I'll sign off for now.. I've got to set some writing rules for myself to stay on topic.. for there are many.. and they're all connected.. so this is an aid to me in clarification and also if I can affect someone else thru reading my stuff in a productive loving direction I get more spiritual food to grow on.. and I know that sounds hokey too but I've discovered it's real shit.. called Manna.. it's the new drug for the super cool ones.. you actually get high on it.. like no other trip and you never have to come down.. which I really like.. so stick that in yur bowl n smoke it.. I like a salad.
I AM Eve Cadman