Lilly Rivvers's Dear Diary

The wind is chilled like a night whos fire just went out. Smoke from its embers billow into the empty sky above me, dancing as they delicately weave their way to you. Hollow does the silence echo into the dark when your voice isn't there to bounce th

Saturday I lost my phone. Now I am a 25 year old woman with the problems of a 16 year old girl. But what doesn't come across in the sarcastic string of commentary I have regarding this situation is that phone held that last little piece of my dad I'v

There is snow everywhere. Trees, rocks, a broken family, and a path. A new place that somehow feels so familiar. Energy is alive like an undercurrent beneath the land, and yet there is peace like a moment in time was preserved for it's perfection. Di

Dear Diary, There are so many questions in my mind. But I don't know what to do about them. What can you do when a relationship you knew existed becomes one sided? The love, the emotions, the time you invested in it seems to backfire slowly. No

Dear Diary, I wonder why does my mind bring memories from the past which make me depressed because of their impact on my life. Why can't I just forget what happened and not allow my brain to play it to come back? It kills me inside, I don't know

Dear Diary, To my future husband, if I ever have one, please don't leave me alone in the dark to fight the demons who have kept me awake for my whole life. My heart has been broken for a while. I hope you are proud to love me, pamper me, understand