I hate it.


Dear Diary,

I seriously need to tell my mum or someone how I truly feel. I need to go on medication for the disorders I believe I have.

I'd go to a therapist, but that wouldn't be possible at the moment due to the pandemic.

Somebody on here, please help - what are these symptoms signs of?

-random feelings of numbness or tiredness,

-outbursts of anger and thoughts of hurting people,

-crying over nothing,

-hallucinations? Or it's my mind trying to scare me,

-getting irritated over nothing or small things,

-becoming annoyed by sounds people make (certain voices, chewing, screaming, tapping)

-becoming distracted easily.

Maybe it's nothing, maybe I'm just overreacting.