Dear Diary,
This is certainly a lifetime event. One we have never seen before. Or even thought about. I kept getting positive vibes, but it's only getting bigger, i am stilll getting more positive vibes, something tells me that something will happen and this whole thing will be swiped... I know miracles happen.
But its also getting sad here. It's little depressing. And i am also worried about her. This is so difficult for her. Living in home, the job thing, and for most of the time she is alone, she has to cook food and all... I dont know if she is eating properly or not. I tried to cheer her up, but i am no great comedian. I dont make good jokes. All i can talk about is stars and the geeky things like writing a mqtt broker's code. I wish i could sing and play guitar or write poems or make good jokes, entertain her... =D. I dont even know what would cheer her up... :(
It's time like this, when i also feels that it would be so much better if we were just together... Honetly, i dont know what would we do... But i just feel that it would make it better...
I wanted to write so much.. But i dont feel like writing now..
Bye...