Dear Diary, I said that he acts like nothing strange has happenned. But he did this, I mean everything that I say, write or do repeats again and again because he wants me to be the past, even it is obvious that time difference between our countries is 4ours so my future starts after him. I write only about things that already happened!!!! He just cannot accept that I love him more than his friends so they repeat everything to show that they are more rich and younger. So stupid. Same shit happens twice, but isn't it funny that I am still the one who fighted for him? Blind. I hope after my death he will understand that it was his mistake that he looses his popularity because he changed his orientation, not my, I only screamed about my feelings for him. I still think that bitches who fucked with him are the worst people on earth because they made him what he is now, their friends who talked how I am not from their circle are responsible that he looks like almost bald chicken. I decided to make list of his sluts because he always took their fault on himself so it looked like I hate him when he copied them all this time.