September 22, 2019

 

Open mouth insert foot

why can't I just say the things I really mean.  Why does it always come out wrong. I feel like no matter how hard I try I duck everything up that I touch.  That it's just not meant for anything to go rite for me... I don't even understand how it happens...  Even times here I take my time an make sure I'm trying to answer correctly...  I still fuck it all up... 

Im tired of hurting people..  I'm tired of being misunderstood...  I'm tired getting it all twisted around... I feel like I'm on the verge of giving up on everything... Because at this point hats the point...  I know I'm meant for better an bigger things...  I just don't get how much more of my ignorance I can take before I finally get it right an get there...