Dear Diary, after friends leave n u know no more will b coming by is when the loneliness starts creeping in. It's when I want to text Manon. And I usually do. But i have to stop cuz it's just setting me up to get hurt. He ignores me, isnt even a friend any more. And after all these years that really hurts. I think thatz what i miss the most since he left, that friendship we had. I miss it alot.