Dear Diary, I want to know how you're going to be with your parents. I live with my dad. My parents broke up six years ago. I live with my younger sister and brother in my father's house. Mother lives elsewhere but we're going to visit her if we want to. But the grandmother lives with us. Actually, I don't even know if she lives with us, or she's just here to help. She has her apartment in another town.
I just don't tolerate them anymore. Well, I don't know why it is. Sometimes I think maybe I'm not a family person. Maybe I should live alone. Maybe I feel good then. I like to do things alone and being alone.
I don't like my dad either. I can't understand people who smoke and drink alcohol. I just don't like to see it.
That's why I don't like him. He even doesn't know all about me. Nobody does. Only I.
I can't understand how they don't know what I really want.
I want to go to art school, I want to learn Korean or I want a lot of BTS merch. I just love BTS so much but they even don't understand that. They don't notice that.
I'm feeling lonely. I don't like my younger brother and sister because I think that they are stupid, boring and so weird.
My sister isn't funny, she doesn't understand jokes. My younger brother is just weird, he doesn't want to learn things.
We have an older brother but he lives his own life with his girlfriend.
I think it's cute.