Dear Diary,
I wasn't writing to you. I wanted to, but i wasn't going to. But now i am writing. I'll come to this later.
These days i am being very short tempered. Somedays, I am not angry at something but i am mad at everything. Today was one of those.
Problems, just keep popping in the company. Its been 3 fucking years, 3 fucking years since i started building this and even now, every day there is a new problem. It just fires me, will these ever end ? Every day there is a new bug in the device. I am just tired of patching everything. The thought of being stuck to this one product forever just kills my dopamine. None of the things i started working on is doing good. With tod i am having no luck either, for more than one month i am stuck at it, just trying to add a couple of features and i am not able to do it either. The thought of being very non productive is just killing my enthu. And making me irritable.
And then there is this thing, i feel like there is some god or some power or something, which is just making things hard, not letting me work. For at least past one week whenever i try to sit and start working, something abnormal would happen and things just wont work, or my laptop would suddenly become too slow or the cable connecting to mobile for debugging wont work. And today when i decided not to write but work, i find out that i forgot my laptop's adapter in office. Which i haven't done so long, it just happens randomly today. And i cannot work on it again today.
I am taking Deep breaths now...
Goodnight...