May 20, 2019

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Dear Diary,

I wasn't writing to you. I wanted to, but i wasn't going to. But now i am writing. I'll come to this later. 


These days i am being very short tempered. Somedays, I am not angry at something but i am mad at everything. Today was one of those. 

Problems, just keep popping in the company. Its been 3 fucking years, 3 fucking years since i started building this and even now, every day there is a new problem. It just fires me, will these ever end ? Every day there is a new bug in the device. I am just tired of patching everything. The thought of being stuck to this one product forever just kills my dopamine. None of the things i started working on is doing good. With tod i am having no luck either, for more than one month i am stuck at it, just trying to add a couple of features and i am not able to do it either. The thought of being very non productive is just killing my enthu. And making me irritable.   


And then there is this thing, i feel like there is some god or some power or something, which is just making things hard, not letting me work. For at least past one week whenever i try to sit and start working, something abnormal would happen and things just wont work, or my laptop would suddenly become too slow or the cable connecting to mobile for debugging wont work. And today when i decided not to write but work, i find out that i forgot my laptop's adapter in office. Which i haven't done so long, it just happens randomly today. And i cannot work on it again today. 


I am taking Deep breaths now... 


Goodnight... 

K
Kung Fu Panda 🤠✓
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Bhavu🤓May 21, 2019

See i told u where there's a will there's a way ✌️ all u need to do is figure out that way n that can be done by being clam like u said u used to be ☺️

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Kung Fu Panda 🤠May 21, 2019

Yeah right.. Infact sometimes we can change the course. I dropped the feature i was stuck with but wasn't very useful, and added 2 different new things.. Which will be more useful... 😀

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Bhavu🤓May 21, 2019

Bugs are the part of the software development no project can be bug free..yes it may be three years so what?? Bugs come cuz at the time of developement we miss some corner cases or while adding new functionalities we screw up something and that never comes to our notice because we so feel like delivering the project and things on time and so its not tested properly and so on... Cuz of that one shouldn't loose hopes and get irritated.. and talking about God we all are his children and trust me whatever he does he does for our better lifes cuz he has some plans great plans that we are stupid enough not to realize and question him...wo kahavat hai na " sabar ka phal mitha hota hai " aur bina kuch papad bale mile tho uski kadar nahi hoti anyways kabhi himat nahi harni chahiye ase meri mom muje kehti hai.. always remember har raat ke baad ek sundar subha hoti hai .. thats my opinion from my experience✌️

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