Dear Diary,
Wow can't believe it's been a week already since I last wrote down. I've been occupied with too many things, 8 don't even know where to start organising my mind. I guess it helps to write things down to de clutter.
Lets start with the ads. I asked sai about them and even showed them row by row, he said everything looked fine. He even said they looked really good. I took that in good confidence, yet it just didn't satisfy with the results the way I hoped. But it's nothing to be disappointed. Deeksha was right when she said about fb. I didn't listen to her then because I thought maybe we should give it a chance before moving on to the next thing. So that's one lesson learned. Sometimes I think if I had a little bit of real life guidance than learning everything from a screen, we'd be doing tones better now. Sandeep keeps telling me we'll start digital marketing now ,now ,now and I was eager to learn some things from the lady who was supposed to come work with us. It seems I'll be working with her over whatsapp. It's still better than nothing, but i wish she was working in the office . So let's see how my next plans turn out.
The ux thing is going fine. Yesterday I was comparing swiggy and z9mato and even in the login I noticed very subtle things that I never would have noticed if I hadn't signed up for it. Swiggy people are very clever. From pure ux point, even though they make a few concessions on search and exploration features, I feel they make up for it in terms of neat and tidy app features. I'm looking forward to learning more things even though it's tiring. Yesterday I almost slept half way through but I still made it somehow. Some days , I'm just doing it because I so badly don't want to be the first person to lapse out. I'm very competitive in that regard. Even when I feel brain dead , I feel like pushing myself only for that reason. I'm glad I took this up.
Idk about my blogging challenge. Every week I want to write something substantial , something tech related in my blog, but 8 don't find sufficient topics interesting enough to research and write about. I think it's my fault only and I should work more towards it.
My exam prep thing is going zig zag, some days I am so inspired and learn a lot of things, but some days i stare at the screen and after 5 mins, I slam down the screen and say, fuck this shit, I'm out.
I really really want to be consistent. My next week's resolution would be that.
These days, I'm very tired. I can read above and understand why. But I sleep for 6-8 hours almost every day. Why am I still so tired? Idk what I'm doing in office these days. It feels like till about 5 pm , I'm in a near drunken stupor, barely functioning, badly in need of coffee, then about 5 pm, I wake up like someone gave me a Gatorade shot and get my work done in an hour. And Wow and this week was just,...Idk tragedy or comedy, .... tragicomedy? I know there's a genre like that , so let's put it there. I want to move on from it. Some days i feel very bad for teja. .......