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August 05, 2024
Dear Diary, How do I love myself? I feel like if I had more support from my family I would have grown up to be better version of myself.
Aug 06
August 01, 2024
I honestly just don't believe in myself. Sometimes others around me believe in me more than I do in myself. Others around me seem to be so much better at things that actually matter - writing, finding internships, participating in various programs. A
Aug 01
July 31, 2024
Dear Diary, It's like a pit that I'm falling into. But I know that if I won't help myself nobody will. Gosh, I feel so helpless. It's like I want to set my mind for the better, but still dwelling on the bad things. And those emotions! One day I'
Aug 01
July 22, 2024
Dear Diary, I know that we are so much more powerful than we think we are. Our minds are. Somewhere inside I am destabilized. That's what my body is probably trying to tell me with the show up of all those physical symptoms that have no real
Jul 22
-Me-
Dear Diary, I don't know how to be me! I know it's all very complex, but I also think that in a lot of ways it's due to the way I was raised. All childhood trauma shows up later in life. This is no exception. Of course there are big T and small t
Jul 21
-Whole New World-
I never knew that through writing the whole new world can open up. No, I knew that. What I didn't know is that I could do so myself.
Jul 19
-Famous Procrastination- July 18, 2024
Dear Diary, I hate procrastination! I know I need to do stuff but I just keep putting it off. My goal is once I finish writing this is to go ahead and start working.
Jul 18
-Anesthesia-
It's so interesting that people say that you can't dream during general anesthesia, but I did. It was surgical room. They did my IV before that, and they even let a liter of water into my bloodstream to keep me hydrated. They wrapped oxygen cann
Jul 17