Writer at Heart's Dear Diary

Index
May 18, 2025
Those illnesses have opened my eyes to our vulnerability. But they also made me realize that I just don't have time to pretend. I need to live my life now. Not in the future. Not in the past. How much do I have left on this earth anyway? It is what I
May 19
May 18, 2025
I need to find reasons to recover.
May 18
April 23, 2025
Dear Diary, This darn therapy is expensive.
Apr 24
April 15, 2025
Dear Diary, Why me?
Apr 15
April 14, 2025
Dear Diary, My bipolar meds aren't kicking in and I feel ass.
Apr 15
March 12, 2025
Dear Diary, I hate him.
Mar 13
March 12, 2025
Dear Diary, I'm actually having it so bad with my bipolar.
Mar 12
February 16, 2025
Dear Diary, Bipolar sucks
Feb 16
February 01, 2025
Dear Diary, When was my last normal food intake? Tbh, I'd happily take ana over bulimia. I purged yesterday, but binged today 3 times again. Feel nasty. Scared of ruining my face and teeth.
Feb 02
January 25, 2025
I regret not purging.
Jan 25
January 25, 2025
I've just binged but I'm not going to throw up. It is my conscious choice. Why? 1. My facial swelling has gone down. I don't want to look like a chipmunk again. 2. I need to break this cycle. 3. I need to practice resisting temptation.
Jan 25
January 08, 2025
I've never felt so miserable in my life. There just not enough tears for me to cry out everything.
Jan 09
January 02, 2025
Dear Diary, I think that the key to solving my eating disorder problem is stop going hungry. Eat five times a day. Eat enough of proteins and carbs. Carbs at every meal. Have dinner at 6:30-7:00 pm to not feel hungry late. Like today I binged at 3, b
Jan 03
December 31, 2024
I've had hypomania pretty much all of winter break and now I'm afraid I'm rolling into depression.
Jan 01
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
Wishing you strength to get through whatever it is you're facing right now.
Jan 01