Nicole's Dear Diary

Index
Day 9
As of today I am on day 9 of intermittent fasting and counting calories, I have a lot more energy today than normal but that also can because I actually slept last night but I feel healthier today than I have in a long time and I know it will take ti
Jan 19
January 19, 2022
Dear Diary,  For the first time in a month I finally got a good nights sleep I haven't been sleeping well but last night I finally went to sleep at a decent time even though I got woke up twice once by my husband to tell me about the truck his siste
Jan 19
24 hours of no sleep 😐
So I have been awake for 24 hours and not by choice I couldn't sleep at all last night and before I knew it it was already 11:30am and my husbands paycheck hit so meant it was time for me to start adulting and pay bills and to go to Walmart, I though
Jan 19
I am tired of waiting
Back in October I had to move back home with my mom because of issues me and my husband was having with the landlords at the house we was living in and my husband and my mom don't get along so he is living with his brother on his brothers couch and I
Jan 18
Insomnia
So in the last month I have had really bad insomnia I cant sleep at all and it suck and when I do finally fall asleep it doesn't last long because my mother calls me to see if I'm awake because I didn't answer her text message asking if I am awake wh
Jan 18
January 18, 2022
So in the past year since my daughter has turned 4 her blood sugar rises really easy to a very scary level last month when she was at the hospital her blood sugar was very high (her dad blames me) but yet she didn't have any sugar or anything that wo
Jan 18
Time to make more friends
Dear Diary, So my last best friend that still lived in the same town as me finally moved away to get her husband away from his friends that do drugs so he wouldn't relapse again after going to rehab and I am happy for them he is doing better and th
Jan 18
Baby Daddy Drama
Dear Diary, I have been having a lot of issues with my daughters dad he is trying to make me out to be this horrible mom because our daughter got sick but it wasn't my fault she got sick but now he is blaming me and refusing to let me bring her hom
Jan 18