Aina's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Now I can't even cry in my room.I had to cry silently or alone. Wow. I never thought that one day I need to cry silently. I thought it was just dramatic thing in movies or dramas. I thought she would mind her business and leave me alo

Dear Diary, My sister makes fun of me crying and it honestly hurts me so much. I'm so mad that I just cry more. These days I cry a lot and she won't leave me alone. She mimics me when I was crying and it's so annoying. She also won't stop touc

Dear Diary, Sometimes I just let my cat scratch my wrist because I don't want to self harm. I don't want to self harm because it's a big sin in my religion.So if anyone ask about my cuts I can just say it's from my cat.

Dear Diary, I want to kill myself , to kill something inside of me . But of course I know it's not gonna be easy . I'm a muslim and in my religion , it's haram and a big sin to kill yourself . So if I kill myself , then I'll go to hell . I'm sca