August 06, 2021

Dear Diary,

Now I can't even cry in my room.I had to cry silently or alone. Wow. I never thought that one day I need to cry silently. I thought it was just dramatic thing in movies or dramas. I thought she would mind her business and leave me alone . But no,she makes fun of me. That's why I said "You're so annoying" to make her mad. 

Am I wrong though? She won't leave me alone anyway. I never thought that I would want one of my family members to die. I never thought that one day I would want my sister to die . I fucking hate you .