Stephaniesrose 's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Halaat ki waja se itni dafa ghar tabdeel krna para keh now i really wish i own my own house..

Dear Diary, Logon ko shaurat ya maqam ki talab hoti hai... I want to do something in life because I want an Identity. I am in quest for Identity.

Dear Diary, I wasted my time and years on some stupid ambition called painting. Kash na wasta para hota! The only thing that pulled me into it was 'dedication'. Is ke baray me aik khubi mujhey apni janib khinchti thi. I was never an artist. Mujhey ba

Dear Diary, Today ..like every other day is a mixed day, where every second of the day requires alertness. Living as now was never what i wished my life to be like or how my values fit. Though all the same ... I love my kids deeply and more than an

Dear Diary, Good that the cheers broke me apart, good that the fog drew their memories and filled mine with void. I shall surpass the fake mystic i met before, and shall as i had... lost the walk that multitude walks... in crowds and glows that for

Dear Diary, Half smugly lost smiles, vacant stares all locking the grim chance under the thundering bolts of fair cleaves. They made a havoc out of me and i am in ruins a living dead, yet a seed to life. I am not bleedling physically, so they find

Dear Diary, Had another friend pass away this week. I believe it was because he was a big man .6 ft 6 and heavy . He had a machine for sleep apnea :(  He was the gentle giant and always the onw everyone called when needing a friend.  This one hurt

Dear Diary my friend passed yesterday and he was in his 80s and let a good life.  Cancers awful.  Took so many people I knew . I've been sick since Easter.  I was around so many school age nieces and nephew and hugging everyone ❤️  but harry and I

Dear Diary, Today I read an old friend is in his past days from his Facebook page.  He was boss for a while and then a dear friend  he got cancer.  He wasn't close to his family because he used to be an alcoholic and it took a while to repair th

Dear Diary, When you are heavy it's harder to exercise but when this dark gloomy April showers night chill finally turns into may flowers I will take an allergy pill and walk the track daily.  There's vitamins you get from the sun that supposedly

Dear Diary, - Dear Diary, living as a fat ass after thirty years of living thin because of eating disorders is less miserable but depression inducing :)  - I don't think I've ever been healthy ! I say never because my youth was awful and could be

Dear Diary, In a relationship with a guy I've known since we were 15. We dated "if you'd call it that " I was never the relationship type .  When I was 17 and he just turned 18 and again for a short time years later and again for these last two y

Dear Diary,  Only writing now because I have to get into the habit of writing almost everyday. Just bummed out and thats all

Dear Diary,   I spent hours tonight crying after I ride in those posts and talking about all the things that happened. My sentencing hearing is going to be so scared. I know I got a sweet deal but for me even a month behind bars is enough to make m

Dear Diary,   Well technically it's a new day. I've been a drug user for so long, sometimes the days run together. But that's not what I'm in trouble and going to jail over. I've been smart and  I've been lucky with my drug use. Other people who we

Dear Diary,   This journal is likely going to be such a blessing for me in the coming months. I am going to jail and I am going to be able to use the internet to keep this journal. It is actually a part of the  court-ordered requirements just li