Ruth's Dear Diary

Index
December 26, 2019
I just discovered that he's videochatting an ugly woman. I don't know what think or how i feel. I just cannot believe it. It hurts my ego for sure. He definitely lost my trust. How can i go on like this? He sincerely asked forgiveness. But the fact t
Dec 26
December 23, 2021
I used to have a friend. He was kind and caring, selfless and much like me, if I were to admit. He loved adventuring and paranormal and had a sense of humor one could only describe as unique. He would post memes on his Instagram almost everyday, some
Dec 24
December 23, 2021
I always catch myself staring into the empty and meaningless pit of space and time that doesn't even exist. Just a spot on the wall at school, or at home, or even sometimes at the mall when I don't spend all day in my room. My room. That space used t
Dec 24
Week14 IUP
howdy diary i'm back! since i've made my roadmap, i'm gonna tell you about my study plan here for the next couple of years.so i'm about to make a final project assignment for 2023 with the topic "Cyber Security Application for Companies". but before
Dec 12
Week13-IUP
hi diary i'm back! it's been a while huh? been busy and for the past few weeks i've made contact with an Information Systems alumni from ITS 2014, Ammar Fauzan. he works as a data scientist and he gave me a lot of new informations and tips that i nev
Dec 08
Week12-IUP
Hi! I'm Ratna Andrea Putri (05211942000009) and I'm a freshman who tries to survive this bachelor degree in Information Systems Department in ITS.  I had a dream to run my own business company with people who share same interests with me or be a syst
Nov 16
June 24, 2021 (songs you can relate)
Dear Diary, So, it's been a month DT broke up with her bf, now she's in the phase of getting rid of his ex from her mind and move on. She keeps making herself busy to distract her and do some cover songs. songs that almost relate to her heartbreak
Jun 24
June 24, 2021 (sad to see her sad)
Dear Diary, I'm so confused with myself, I'm the one who is getting upset and over emotional when I got knew that they were broke up after 5months dated. I knew them but not personally, I got to know them on socmed because I'm a fan of them. They we
Jun 24
May 26, 2021 (At home)
Dear Diary, it's been a month since my last update. Today, I spare my time to write again and just to fill my free time. Well, I'm officially finished my training on 9th May and I got a job placement. So, 1st of June should be my first day working bu
May 25
April 25, 2021 (Tired)
Dear Diary, It's been a while since I wrote in here. I've been busy with my life, training at a place where further from the city. Very limited access. I'm in a week 4 here, training, still remain 2 weeks left and I'm halfway there but I still lost a
Apr 25
April 10, 2021 (strange feeling)
Dear Diary, I always have a strange feelings everytime I by myself especially at night when I have nothing to do. I'm so confuse and intimidated at the same time.  The feeling is not good cause it's a bad thing, not bad to some of people but to me a
Apr 10
April 09, 2021 (newbie)
Dear Diary, It was so random that I would've ended coming here and registered this account. I've found that this would be an interesting place to share my random thoughts. I will definitely come here often to write something. I'm so sorry I might hav
Apr 09