FeelingNumb's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, My goal today is to be mindful on everything, but what is my norm. I listened to some great podcasts yesterday and it awakened me to some things. When your life has become so usual or predictable, you might be headed towards burnout or

Dear Diary,  To all veterans...thank you. My flesh and blood has served. I've been ever so thankful, that they never was in precarious situations...but many have. There are many that won't be unscathed by protecting our country. They make the choice

Dear Diary, So yesterday I spilled out my hurt over my Granddaughter. I left out a lifetime...granted. A huge portion of my life has been trying to do the best I can in raising this girl. I know, my husband and I, have done sooo many good things fo

Dear Diary, I can't put certain things on FB....like my true, blue feelings. After awhile they may send the paddy wagon, along with a straight jacket. I'm a Grandmother who was put in the position of raising a Granddaughter. When I tell you I was m

Dear Diary, How many times have I started "AGAIN"! LOL Well, here we go again. Today is the 1st day of the rest of my life! I've been trying to live my life in such a way that I felt like a Contestant on "Naked and Afraid"! Just drop me in the Amazon

15 January 2021, I'm sitting here curious if I am too good of a friend or not good enough. For years I have struggled to keep friends and I never understood why. I was always there for them, always listened to them, helped them out, did what they

14 January 2021 I guess I'm writing for a second time tonight, but something came up and it's rough. I mean for me at least. A month ago my mother in law sent me an application for a new job that was 100% secured for me as long as I filled

14 January 2021 Well, it's a new year for the world and we are 14 days into this mess. So, what have I decided to do? Start to try and journal publicly. Maybe, I'm just feeling alone or lost right now, or maybe I just want to talk. I honestly ha