FeelingNumb's Dear Diary

15 January 2021, I'm sitting here curious if I am too good of a friend or not good enough. For years I have struggled to keep friends and I never understood why. I was always there for them, always listened to them, helped them out, did what they

14 January 2021 I guess I'm writing for a second time tonight, but something came up and it's rough. I mean for me at least. A month ago my mother in law sent me an application for a new job that was 100% secured for me as long as I filled

14 January 2021 Well, it's a new year for the world and we are 14 days into this mess. So, what have I decided to do? Start to try and journal publicly. Maybe, I'm just feeling alone or lost right now, or maybe I just want to talk. I honestly ha