Islandwalker's Dear Diary

Index
August 13, 2024
Dear Diary, Jiaen, I know that you will never read this. I wish I have the courage to tell you this. I love you. Thank you helping me find love again. It broke me seeing you happy with somebody else. But hey, at least you're happy. I sorry for ignor
Aug 12
July 30, 2022
Dear Diary,   Sometimes I feel like I'm being ignored. I feel like nobody gives a shit about me. Am I an attention whore ?  Do I not deserve any attention at all. Feeling lonely is a routine to me. I can't sleep well. I dwell on the past. I feel s
Jul 30
May 14, 2022
Dear Diary, Sometimes, I just feel like my dad never love me. He always being selfish and he rarely think about other feelings. After my mom gone, thing got worse. My life is a mess. I sacrifice my social life, my energy and my time to take care of
May 13
May 18, 2021
Dear Diary,my muscle is stiff, i can't work normally, i feel nauseous.. Lord, I want to be healthy, but Your will be done. Not mine.
May 18
May 09, 2021
Dear Diary, My King, My Saviour, My Lord Jesus Christ
May 09
September 21, 2020
Dear Diary,  we're all broken here. so understand more n change for the good. that's all the broken things can do. it is exhausting and hurting, and very hard if you keep trying to radiate goodness if you yourself is hurting, whether it is infli
Sep 21
September 21, 2020
Dear Diary, watching soap opera and drinking coffee after morning feasty breakfast with a generous personal space. sj charm accompanying me. thank you sj for helping me overcome this prison of mind.
Sep 21
September 16, 2020
Dear Diary, I have to thank for the good things happening now. This unnormal Times actually adds more things to my likement. Honestly I never liked having to meet my relatives. Nor that much having a family dine-out. I never liked the family things.
Sep 15
September 14, 2020
Dear Diary, be grateful,do what you have to
Sep 14
September 11, 2020
Dear Diary, for long i have not try to love and relate nor care for my dad, i never did love my mom, maybe once. Until recently I did not understand what a parent love for his kids, i seldomly thought about my dad. Care for him. I am not confident to
Sep 11
September 10, 2020
Dear Diary, I think I should give my mom credit to instill the adrenaline in me, i got groggy and to eliminate the slacking to work hard
Sep 10
September 10, 2020
Dear Diary,i feel this life is pretty tricky . they say there are highs and lows. like the old man horse metaphor, what seems good event might not always turns out good. where is this going? only god knows. i better be ready when the opportunity come
Sep 10
September 08, 2020
Positive, positive, positive Fine fine let’s do it
Sep 08
September 08, 2020
Dear Diary, mentally abusive. god help me.
Sep 08
September 06, 2020
Dear Diary, maybe i am too truthful because the truth would just depress you.. they say to think positive and say lighter things.. everyone thinks so.. well yeah maybe.. im just nothing so my thoughts wouldn't make that much different anway
Sep 06
September 05, 2020
Dear Diary,this brain is really hurting. but I thought I would need it. I don't know if I could stay in one piece to keep this brain.
Sep 05
September 05, 2020
Dear Diary,i got no life. do nothing all day but figuring what to do next. which is changing every single day. oh god. i planned to kill myself just to have things turned back on me again. god if there is you, you really purposely want to make me suf
Sep 05
September 05, 2020
Dear Diary, my life is so hard. so very hard to get through.  im glad I found this app though. but please i really am in a nearly deadlock. I'm through. im through. i lost almost everything I cherish.
Sep 05