Amelia's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, Didnt updatr yestetday cause its just me talking about the same sht so ill talk about something else.  Started getting into skin care agin. Cause of wuarantine all stores have been closed and i havent been able to restock my skin ca

Dear Diary, I got morivated to work out again after looking in the mirror. Its actually a lot different from yesterday 😂 i still cant believe this big of a difference was only in two weeks.  Whats even better is that i've been eatting ice crea

Dear Diary, Ok had to take like an xtra 2 day break cause i really wasnt feeling well. I started exercising again today but we gonna start with two videos. Tomorrow 3 then i'll start the program again from day 10. Despite taking a break i didn'

Dear Diary, Day 10 and i feel so tired. I've been light headed lately. Everytime i stand up i need about 2 minutes until it goes away. This effeced the exercise today. I only did 2 video when i was suppose to do 4.  I suspect that its because i

Dear Diary, 8th day today. Ill be honedt with you guys i really wasn't feeling it today. I feel drained from doing all my schoolwork. I still did it tho but i didnt do the last 2 in the last video today. Its good that tomorrow is an active rest day.

Dear Diary, 7th day of chloe tings program. Today workout really kicked my butt. I think it's because of the lack of sleep since I had to finish a lot of my college school work. It was mainly ab amd arms that were focused today and let me tell you

Dear Diary, Today the 6th day of chloe ting 2 week shred. Yesterday was scheduled as an acyive rest day so i didnt bother to update but i did still workout but only one video since i cant really do much in quarantine.  Today was three videos an

Dear Diary, Omaigod. Its the 4th day of doing the chloe ting summer shred workout. Theres sich a huge difference from before. I feel stronger and im actually starting to get ab lines.  My parents were shocked when i showed them. I still cant be

Dear Diary, Day 3 of doinh chloe tings 2 weeks shred program. Omaigod im dying. 4 videos today. Took me 2 hrs. Thank god i was able to do all of them. It is easier for me to perform thrm now tho amd i dont take as much breaks anymore so thats good.

Dear Diary, Day 2 of doing the chlie ting 2 weeks shred challenge. There were 2 videos and a 3rd optional one. I decided to do the 3rd one too cause i wanted to push myself. Its also good for me to get used to it since tomorrows gonna be 4 videos. 

Dear Diary, Started the chloe ting 2 week shred challenge. I had to start exercising cause i was getting negative thoughys and sht.  First day im fucking tired but i feel good. I hope i can finish the whole 2 weeks and not give up in the middle

Dear Diary, Due to quarantine I've been self reflecting and realized how hard it is for me to open up to others. Its even hard for me to open up completely with my closests friends.  I think its due to all the times people have screwed me over.

Dear Diary, This quarantine has really been taking an effect on my mental health. I've been sleeping the whole not wanting to do anything. Not being around others and not going outside is really affecting me. Doesn't help that i have seasonal depre

Dear Diary, I've been thinking lately. You know that feeling when your in love. Heart racing and your like on closed 9 floating. Well... It's been a year and I haven't felt that since.  I feel like because of so many heart breaks I killed some

Dear Diary,my muscle is stiff, i can't work normally, i feel nauseous.. Lord, I want to be healthy, but Your will be done. Not mine.

Dear Diary, My King, My Saviour, My Lord Jesus Christ

Dear Diary,  we're all broken here. so understand more n change for the good. that's all the broken things can do. it is exhausting and hurting, and very hard if you keep trying to radiate goodness if you yourself is hurting, whether it is infli

Dear Diary, watching soap opera and drinking coffee after morning feasty breakfast with a generous personal space. sj charm accompanying me. thank you sj for helping me overcome this prison of mind.

Dear Diary, I have to thank for the good things happening now. This unnormal Times actually adds more things to my likement. Honestly I never liked having to meet my relatives. Nor that much having a family dine-out. I never liked the family things.

Dear Diary, be grateful,do what you have to

Dear Diary, for long i have not try to love and relate nor care for my dad, i never did love my mom, maybe once. Until recently I did not understand what a parent love for his kids, i seldomly thought about my dad. Care for him. I am not confident to

Dear Diary, I think I should give my mom credit to instill the adrenaline in me, i got groggy and to eliminate the slacking to work hard

Dear Diary,i feel this life is pretty tricky . they say there are highs and lows. like the old man horse metaphor, what seems good event might not always turns out good. where is this going? only god knows. i better be ready when the opportunity come

Positive, positive, positive Fine fine let’s do it

Dear Diary, mentally abusive. god help me.

Dear Diary, maybe i am too truthful because the truth would just depress you.. they say to think positive and say lighter things.. everyone thinks so.. well yeah maybe.. im just nothing so my thoughts wouldn't make that much different anway

Dear Diary,this brain is really hurting. but I thought I would need it. I don't know if I could stay in one piece to keep this brain.

Dear Diary,i got no life. do nothing all day but figuring what to do next. which is changing every single day. oh god. i planned to kill myself just to have things turned back on me again. god if there is you, you really purposely want to make me suf

Dear Diary, my life is so hard. so very hard to get through.  im glad I found this app though. but please i really am in a nearly deadlock. I'm through. im through. i lost almost everything I cherish.