Brokengirl's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, It feels bad to sit and realize that I'm actually alone at the end of every day. But why does it? I should be accustomed to it by now. Why can't I? I still keep hope that maybe someday its gonna be okay. And maybe I will be happy. I

Dear Diary, I broke up with my boyfriend last night. He is my first. And perhaps I went too far when I thought of making it forever. Because he didn't seem to have the same idea.  I gave him more than he deserved. I ignored the signs. I blame