July 15, 2020

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Dear Diary,


It feels bad to sit and realize that I'm actually alone at the end of every day. But why does it? I should be accustomed to it by now. Why can't I? I still keep hope that maybe someday its gonna be okay. And maybe I will be happy. I still try to lie to myself. That its temporary. I'll be fine. But I shouldn't. Because its the way it is. And it isn't gonna change. Giving up is the only option I have. But its not the option I want to take. I keep searching for a little bit of light in all that darkness. Now I want to stop...but a part of me still doesn't want to. I'm in an internal conflict with myself. And I'm tired.



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Brokengirl✓
Jul 15, 2020 · 40 views

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oh dearJul 16, 2020

hey brokengirl cheer up! it's ok to feel lonely sometimes. I was once in your shoe. But I realized something, I may have been broken but I will never let myself be on pieces. In short try to find happiness within you. It's difficult, I will take a looooooooooooong time. but I swear everything is going to be ok. You don't need to be the at your best. You just have to be the better version of you. :)

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xhopefulprincessJul 16, 2020

I feel the same way, Brokengirl.

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Karen92Jul 15, 2020

Enjoy discocering sho you are as buman.

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Karen92Jul 15, 2020

Hamg im there - its always an upgrade int he end : )

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