Jaystate's Dear Diary

Index
My New but Controversial Belief about Suicide
There's no shame in suicide. You didn't ask for this life. You were thrown into it. People say that before you commit suicide, think about what and who you would leave behind. What kind of effects would your absence have on the ones you love? It's a
Jul 02
Stormy Spirit?
Some people have animal spirits, that guard and protect them, But can a person be a storm spirit?
Jul 02
The Struggle of Letting Go: Memories and Desire
Dear Diary, It didn't take as long as I thought for my friend to respond to one of my public entries. Though it's been a few weeks since her last, she managed to drop a quick line. A very quick line. Part of me is a little annoyed. I thought
Jun 23
October 16, 2021
Dear Diary,Since I started to do better ppl no longer wants to kick it with me..This world consist of two types of ppl.The ones who compare and the ones who relate.
Oct 16
October 13, 2021
Dear Diary,Today was a trying day to start.Without facts some ppl assume their more than important.Just giggle worthy beside,I control their movements.
Oct 13
July 03, 2020
Dear Diary, I have become disconnected with my husband. We have 2 small children who take up most of my time. He likes to sit in his office and play games in the evenings. He talks to his friends online.  I only work two days a week and don’t h
Jul 02
June 30, 2020
Dear Diary, is this morally wrong. So my husbands parents have never given us money. Even when we got married, They said you want to get married you pay for it yourself. Which is totally understandable. Even when we have gotten a takeaway we alw
Jun 30
June 29, 2020
Dear oh my god this is my shitty life diary.  I am an angry constantly pissed off person.I like to think this happened because my friends all moved away and I became lonely. It really upset me to see them all move on. Taking photos with their new
Jun 29