Lily's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I have friends. They call themselves, my bestfriends. But somehow, I cannot open up to them about the inner demons I have inside my head that I have been battling for as long as I can remember. One of them also has depression and ha

Dear Diary, I can't fall asleep. My head is pounding yet im too stubborn to take a painkiller. While I was closing my eyes, I thought back of the life I had back home, back when I was living my dream as an aspiring avionics or so they call Aircra

Dear self, Stand strong. Learn from your mistakes and use it as a source of your strength to uplift yourself.  Do not let yourself give in to failure as it does not mean all your efforts flew out of the window. It only indicates that you need to

Dear self,  You have gone so far beyond what you have expected. Do not let the heavy challenges hinder you from becoming a better version of yourself. Choose your battles wisely and continue to give your all. I know you have more potentials in you th

Dear Diary, Its so funny how old memories resurface and lets you feel nostalgic and hits you perfectly on the right spot. Life continues and so should I. Im glad that I get to experiemce being independent living out of town and get to meet peo

Dear Diary, Im having a hard time sleeping, there are these questions in my head that i myself cant answer. Im thinkinf about my future. Like what career am i suppose to choose?. Im a college graduate yet im still too scared to work on the path tha

Dear Diary, its so annoying to go to my facebook account these days.my timeline is full of government shit and sometimes i would check out the comment section and gawd, it sickens me, i cant fathom the fact that there are so many hipocrite people out

Dear Diary, ive been feeling happy and contented lately. My partner and i were in this whole LDR thing for 3 years and this lockdown has helped me get to know him better specially in one roof. Ive been in lockdown with him, and i cant say its not goi

I have been in a constant search for a friend that I can actually be more open and comfortable with over the years.Is it me or I just really find it hard to trust people to let in my life. Or im just being too hard on myself for finding the right per